Monday, 21 June 2021

My first big test and how I coped with it.

I came to know Christ as my personal Saviour in Sept 1975 and the sense of joy and assurance that I experienced cannot be put into words.  However, in the Christian life it is not all honey and roses; there are tests along the way, what may be termed as "the hard providences of God".

Such a test came to me in the following year around June.  Several lads in my class were seeking apprenticeships at Chatham Dockyard.  A number of trades were on offer but it depended upon a successful outcome of sitting a rather stiff entrance exam.  If you passed, then the higher you came, the better your choice of the apprenticeships on offer.  I sat this and, to my astonishment, finished in the top 4%!  Looking at the number of vacancies for the best trades I could see that I would have the choice of the top two on offer.  However, when the medical occurred I was turned down because of my defective hearing.

As you can imagine, this was a crushing disappointment when, at the age of 17, I suddenly felt a deep sense of hopelessness - what was to become of me now?

Through this deeply distressing experience the Lord taught me, as a young Christian,  two very valuable lessons.  

Firstly, I was to recognise that He is in control.  Whatever happened, Romans 8 v 28 meant what it said, and that God really was "working all things together for good".  

Secondly, I needed to learn that, in all situations and circumstances of life, God would provide; Phil 4 v 19 is a reality - God really would provide for me all that I needed.

Looking back over the last 45 years I have found these two lessons to be of inestimable worth as I have, at times, faced difficulties and trials.  Throughout the last four and a half decades God has kept me, by his grace, and led me to lean completely upon Him, seeking to draw on Him for much needed strength with every trial faced.

I share this with readers in the hope that it will be of help to any who are struggling with an issue, or trial.  Put your trust completely in God - He will see you through.  "When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers they shall not overflow you.....For I am the Lord your God..."
Isaiah 43 v 2-3.